Wednesday, March 31, 2010

The Weird Vibe



I have been feeling out of sorts lately.
Haven't been able to completely focus on my studies, and have been spending minutes to hours staring into space, just feeling... distant.

No idea what is happening to me.

Ok, maybe I kinda do.
Well, at least I hope I do.
Sigh, actually... No, I haven't had the faintest clue.
Or do I?

See what I mean?


Take me away,
Shaun

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Earth Hour



In support of Earth Hour, I shall....







Post this blog post. heh.


With the flick of a switch,
Shaun

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Friends



Oh, how they define you.
Cliché as it may sound, ever wonder how friends can really affect the course of your life?

Good friendships can make you, bad friendships can break you.

I'm gonna bury myself in a hole and ponder on this for awhile.


Hmmm,
Shaun

Thursday, March 18, 2010

The Lost Pendrive



To the person who stole took my pendrive last week and have yet to return it,
I really hope you choke on a cookie return it back soon!

I want my pictures and songs back. *sob*


In a childish tantrum,
Shaun

Monday, March 15, 2010

A Lil Synopsis



Self-written story loosely based on an event designed by psychologist Peter Favaro which I recently read.

Do enjoy, feedback and comments are welcomed :)
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Tristan was an ordinary 10 year old boy living down the road. By ordinary, he came from a loving family, went to church every Sunday, had a bunch of great friends, and pretty much had no problems a 10 year old shouldn't have.

In Tristan's quaint neighbourhood, there was an elderly woman who lived in a house up the street. Everyone called her "the witch."

Some people say she's really paranoid, calling the cops on kids all the time, and screaming out the window, even when there was nobody there. At night she kept her light on all the time, and sat looking out the window, staring into the distance.

For a couple of days the light had been off in the old lady's house. Some of the kids thought she was just dead in there, or gone in a wisp of smoke. They constantly jumped in front of her house and sang, "Ding dong, the witch is dead, the witch is dead," and laughed.

Tristan was never one to take part in making fun of the old lady. He always thought that the kids were plain mean, and was actually sad that she was gone, and wanted to make sure that nothing was wrong.

Although he was scared, Tristan knew this was what Jesus would have done. One day, gathering up all the courage his little body and spirit could hold, he went through the gate in the house and knocked on the door.

A voice called out from inside, "Go away and leave me alone!"
Tristan feebly replied, "I'd just like to know that you're OK in there."

Tristan could literally feel his heart beating in his throat. Yet, he stood there, motionless.

30 seconds passed.

Finally, the door opened. The old woman looked pale and dazed, to say the least. She seemed smaller than Tristan could have imagined, and very delicate. In the corner of her almost-bare living room there was a television set, and beside it was a large box of old rubber balls and toys that were left, or had accidentally fallen, on her lawn.

"Why have you come?" she asked Tristan. Tristan mentioned that he noticed that the light had gone out and thought she might be needing some help. She explained that she had no way to replace it. She was just too old to climb up and do it.

A short pause followed. "Would.... would you like me to do it?" Tristan asked gently.

At the sound of those kind words, her face softened and she whispered, "thank you." While Tristan was fixing the light, she sat down slowly on her old couch, and began to tell him a very sad story:

"A long time ago, I had a son, very much like you, so polite and so kind. He was a beautiful boy, as beautiful as a picture.
"My husband and I lived with our son not too far from the train station. I used to tell my little boy, "James, stay away from the tracks, or you'll get hurt." One day, my husband and James went out to play catch with an old football. The ball got away from James and rolled across the tracks.
While he was chasing it, his foot got wedged between two rails. His father ran to him and struggled to release it, but before they could, they were both struck by a train and killed. James' dad never let go of him."

With tears welling up in her eyes, the old lady concluded her tale, "I've been alone ever since."

Tristan, still too young to understand why the old lady was crying, finished fixing the light, and the lady gave him some milk and freshly-baked cookies. It almost looked as though she didn't want Tristan to leave.

Just before Tristan was about to head home, he turned around, gave the most sincere smile a 10 year old boy could give, and said, "Would you like someone to come around to help fix up your house?"

The old lady's face brightened. "You must be paid," she said. "I can't afford much, and you'll have to do a good job, but you can have all the cookies and brownies you can eat. I promise you that."

"God bless you, Ma'am" Tristan said as he skipped out of her house at dusk. "I'll see you tomorrow at noon!"

"God bless you too, my child" she said. As the old lady watched him disappear down the street, she looked up to the sky, and with tears streaming down her face, said her first prayer in 15 years.

Little did ordinary Tristan know, that he had been orchestrated by God to do a much kinder thing than he could have probably imagined at his age. He had just given this woman a reason to live.


With a fresh perspective,
Shaun

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Pity



Pity is when you walk to the carpark after Uni with a bunch of friends, head to your car, try to open the door only to have the handle snap and completely come off.

Pity is standing there with the handle in your hand, and quickly opening the back door, fumbling with your bag in the back seat in hopes that no one notices what happened.

Pity is waking up extra early the next morning to carefully glue the door handle back, to make it look brand new.

Pity is having to climb in to the driver's seat from the passenger's side.

Pity is driving to Uni feeling happy with your accomplishment, only to get out of the car, take a look at the attached door handle, smile, slam the door, watch the door handle drop to the floor and break into 2 pieces.

Pity, pity, pity.

Then again, it could also be called comedy. :D


Joke of the millennium,
Shaun

Monday, March 8, 2010

A Day In The Life



Week 2 of Med School has dawned upon me.

Lecture after boring lecture filled with information I cannot seem to grasp easily, coupled with the fact that I'm in the company of some great minds who know stuff about diseases that I never knew existed.

Being me, that thought of heading home after class everyday with questions in my head about osmolarity and alcohol metabolism makes me feel pretty down.


Believe me when I say, it isn't easy.

So bad, till when a friend told me "It couldn't be THAT bad", I nearly bit his head off and chewed it into pulp.

After hearing me rant about gastroenteritis, tonicity and what not, and though I'm pretty sure he hardly understood what I just said,
he told me "Don't worry about it, you have awesomeness in your veins."

Usually, I am not one to buy in to sweet talk.
But that was just too funny.


I feel somewhat energised for class tomorrow.

After all, I have awesomeness in my veins.


Onward,
Shaun

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

The Stand



Monday signaled the end of this year's Chinese New Year celebrations.

This CNY was somewhat very special for me.
It was the first time in which I totally abstained from any form of alcohol or gambling.

*Fireworks!* *Hoorahs!* High-fives!*

There goes another tick on the (mental) personal growth checklist.


On another note, Med School has been a real pain in the butt, and it's only the first week!
I mean, which sane person would squeeze 81 slides into a 1 hour lecture? =(

No time to step down now, Shaun.

Would you honour God?



In a plantar anterior motion, (medical jargon)
Shaun